[Hinata's quiet for almost a full minute after Faize speaks, just keeping his face pressed against Faize's shoulder and shaking. He's still not crying! It still just hurts, a profound longing and emptiness.]
You don't know that, [he mumbles finally, dragging in a ragged breath and still not pulling his face away from the other's shoulder. He can't look at him right now.] I'm... all my life, I've just wanted to be someone. T-to be a member of society. To be someone I could be proud of! Not some... not some fucking backup student!
[--Ah. He mad. At least he's finally feeling something other than pain, that's a start.]
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[Hinata's quiet for almost a full minute after Faize speaks, just keeping his face pressed against Faize's shoulder and shaking. He's still not crying! It still just hurts, a profound longing and emptiness.]
You don't know that, [he mumbles finally, dragging in a ragged breath and still not pulling his face away from the other's shoulder. He can't look at him right now.] I'm... all my life, I've just wanted to be someone. T-to be a member of society. To be someone I could be proud of! Not some... not some fucking backup student!
[--Ah. He mad. At least he's finally feeling something other than pain, that's a start.]